Thursday, December 26, 2013

Wahhhhh

Cigarette smoke puff,
huffy girl rolling eyes behind lids like "shit, that's rough."
Too bold for the paper,
too sorry to see you later,
a waiver was waved directly in front of her face like "I see you pay her."
Jeeez,
what's with the solid face like "shit, it's fake."
The gem can only stun you when you're only half awake.
So many girls with rings up on their fingers,
I wonder if they even pay attention to the ringers.
It's only been two months,
too soon,
so sorry.
Divorce will come sooner than that wedding bell party.

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Working mind in time with a little bit of paisley.
Lazy girl looking at someone else to say me.
Pay me,
I'm not moving fast enough to lose the guff you huff out of your mouth when you're only half fucked up.
I'm sick of feeling stuck then unstuck then in a rut.
Sputt-putt-
tongues tied, like shit I only Velcro.
My life's like "It's nothing compared to hell tho."
Walking backward forward backward stand still.
Sip a soda with this pill,
suck cigarettes till you're ill.
So tired.
Bodily pain consumed attire,
flyer than the bird that stole your sanity then flew it away up to the spire.
Wire thin slit in the skin starts to leak,
from the heat at your feet and the soul you'd like to speak.